Wednesday, May 17, 2006

manifestations May 17, 2006

Wow!! It has been a long time since I updated this blog because my life has taken off in a whirlwind! I have been from Florida to CT to NYCity to CT to Rochester, NY to State College Pennsylvania and back to Rochester in the last month. Tomorrow I go back to CT. I have learned a lot about energy management on the move!!!!!!!!!

My husband gratefully got a consulting job in Rochester and now we are back and forth between Rochester, NY and Quaker Hill, CT. I am finding moving around being very uncentering and I need to use my energy management in whole new ways for balance and connection with myself and Spirit. Today I feel like I finally figured out what I needed and how to play with all this.

I discovered I need to sit with myself, my body, my spirit and sink deep inside and listen, just listen for a long time. The more chaotic my life gets the longer I need to listen. I don't hear words, I just listen to my being and honor myself. Then I forgive myself for not listening and for the times I listen and don't pay attention. I forgive myself for being scared to listen and know what I know. I forgive myself for not allowing myself to know what I know. I forgive myself for not connecting. Then I proceed to gratitude. I am grateful for myself and my amazing spirit. I am grateful for how I have already taken care of myself. I am grateful to my body for sustaining me through these stressful times. I forgive myself for allowing myself to be so stressed. I am grateful for my wisdom that seems to be escaping me now and I choose to reconnect with it. I appreciate my old patterns and how beautifully they have served me. I am grateful to my ability to create new patterns that serve me on this new journey. I am grateful for my courage and my fear. I am grateful for letting go of needing to understand and be in control. I am grateful for ease, grace and effortlessness when I let go. I am grateful that I have new insights that make a game out of life and enjoy the adventure. I am grateful for all the support I don't even realize I have. I forgive myself for not acknowledging support from earth, animals, air, water, angels, Divine Essence, the masters and the list goes on. I keep on going, the longer the better with gratitude and forgiveness. Slowly I am in a whole new space of freedom, joy, appreciation, support, letting go. Now comes the creativity seeping into my being. I am home!

Love,
Sharon