Friday, November 18, 2005

Nov. 17 Remembering my Mom

Hi, everyone,

In 10 days it will be the 3rd Anniversary of my Mom's passing into her glorious new space. I was searching in my bookcase and found a letter my Mom asked me write to my many brothers and sisters the night before her funeral. As I reread this beautiful letter flowing with Mother love I felt compelled to share it with all of you who may have lost a Mother. I see and feel healing flowing from my Mom's letter to all of you. It seems as though now she has joined with all the MOther's she is with as the voices emanating from her letter. I see you flowing in rivers of peace, love and joy as you read this letter.

To My Beloved Children

"MOtherhood: All love begins and ends here." ~Robert Browning~

You are all my life and love as you well know. You are not cause for my passing. I now know I chose this passing all by myself. The body ceases to function when it can no longer hold the secrets we demand it holds. The secrets slowly poison our bodies. The responsibility for the cessation of physical life lies only with the one who owns the body. Yet my life goes on and the glory my God has given me seems far beyond what I deserve.

I wish to share my tremendous joy and unending love with you in a more wonderful way than I would ever have dreamed possible. Now that I am free I can love you more purely and creatively. There have been times when each of you as our children have not received what you really needed from me in words or in actions. Because of the great glory God has bestowed on me I have been granted a small window of your linear time, but an eternity in mine, to give you now what you did not receive as children. I ask you to let me take your inner child and re-parent him/her. I will say the words that were never said that you needed to hear and rescue where you weren't rescued. I can be in great joy doing this forever here in eternity. You will all come into your glory even before you leave your bodies when your inner child is healed. I invite you to intend forgiveness for yourself and for me in your hearts as you let me re-parent your inner child. Please share with me what you need to hear most and I will respond. Know that I love each of you always and always will. I will always be there for you.

I am so happy to be granted this special grace of being the Mother I have struggled to be and even more. Do not think there is any blame or shame connected with this blessing. All there is, is glory.

Now that I am here I know there is never a need to worry. Do not worry yourselves. Enjoy life to its fullest and it is full beyond what you can even imagine. You are my treasure and I am very proud of each of you. Know that my joy is complete.

The second blessings I am granted at this time are healing for the family wound in our sexuality. Receive this blessing while holding again forgiveness for yourself and your parents and heredity. You have all brought this gift about for us by the amazing lives you are living and the great healings you have already given yourselves.

The third set of blessings I am granted is to shower you with the graces to bring your dreams and wishes to reality. Make your wishes consciously in verbal and written word. Bring them to me always and I will facilitate the graces as much as you are able to allow on your journey. Know that your abundance is beyond what you can know. Stay open to receiving.

I am in great joy and glory. Do not weep for me, but for yourselves when you need. Tears and grief are part of your process and not mine any more. I hold you all in my heart and these blessings for you will always be my greatest joy along with the incredible joys beyond the vale.

Your loving and devoted Mother

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